For what it’s worth

A lot of people I know are wonderful human beings. Kind, smart, funny, just genuinely good people deep down. But they are still not able to experience this reality to its full potential.

My goal when I write is not for attention, I am not trying to prove a point or to prove anyone wrong. I do not want to seem superior or special in the eyes of readers.

I genuinely believe whole heartedly that I am able to help each and every individual. Regardless of who they are, what they’ve done, who they continue to be and how they view me.

They just have to listen with an open mind. The rest will take care of it self.

We don’t understand how much of ego makes up our existence. Even good people are constantly building walls that separate them from everyone else.

Human beings can’t stand the fact that everything we own in life, Our physical body, fame, wealth, legacy etc. doesn’t last.

All of it, in the big picture means nothing. It’s is a grain sand of things that matter in the whole ocean.

It is hard to accept I know. Trust me.

I know we think we deserve more, we have suffered too much to give everything up that we have suffered for.

I know what it’s like to believe we’re special without ever experiencing it.

To start things off, you are special. You reading this right now. Whoever you are. You are important, not just just to your loved but to everyone, to the world, to the universe and to the cosmos.

The amount of knowledge, strength, power and potential inside you is literally infinite. This life as we know it is short and only one part of a journey that never ends. So first things first

IT IS OK… To not achieve all your hopes and dreams in this life time. We are here essentially to learn. Not to try and be better than others.

There was a lot of things that came up from my trip last night.

The message is always clear. Keep flowing, stay strong.

We are not defined by what we do. Nor are we not defined by what were worth.

We are defined by how we are able to carry ourselves and others through tough times. To be able to stand strong, look up and keep pushing. We are defined by how much will power we have to make the whole world a better place regardless of how difficult our individual lives are.

Yes. Most of us will never ever get the recognition we deserve. But why is it more important for others to believe you are special more than yourself?

Be content knowing what you are capable of without ever feeling the need to prove it to someone.

It is a deep sadness to know that people I love and treasure can never transcend as a human because of their ego.

Because we feel the need to be superior than everyone else. We are all the same, rank and status in life is rubbish.

As soon as you treat someone badly because you think he/she is a lesser individual than you are. You become the lowest of low. You become all that is wrong in this world.

Many of you have searched for some sort of guidance from so called higher beings. I don’t discredit that at all. If you say it, ill give it a shot. But..

If I can open up to your views and are willing to try out your experiences for myself. Why can’t you do the same with mine?

How is it that something that benefits some one else, someone you know, someone who seems genuinely happy and convinced. Can’t possibly work for you.

Ignorance is such a devastating thing to happen to this world. And to peace and happiness for all.

Now it gets real Weird, for those who are courageous enough please continue reading.

I am not this body, I am not this lifestyle I live, I am not this shaved head, brown eyed oriental gentlemen you see me as.

I am an entity, i am very real. i am older than time itself. I am as wise as the universe and as vast as all oceans combined. My true self is not be seen with eyes or heard with ears. It is to be felt with the soul. You are the same.

And I experience the real you, through your smiles, your hellos, your kindness, your humbleness, your strength, your wisdom, your courage. And your love.

So in every waking moment in your life. Make sure it counts. Don’t just wait for the moments that are noticed by other for you to shine. Because If you wait, they will never come.

Even if you are alone in the middle of the dessert. Dying. Rest assured your smile will be seen from the heavens.

Don’t ignore who you really are. Don’t sacrifice anymore than you should for your ego. Loose your ego and you’ll feel the difference. Help all and you help yourself.

Best believe that nightmares are very real. Danger, is very real. Evil is constantly there whenever love is present. But the strength we have in us. Will take us to hell and back. In one piece.

Hell

During times of struggle with thy own self, I have often thought about suicide.
I would also often disrespect my own body in the hope to kill what lies with in. Using an array of poisons such as alcohol, pills, meth etc.

in the end it had just prolonged my hurt.

The mind of a depressed person sees death as some sort of rest. A final slumber with no wake. Where one can say goodnight and goodbye to all the pain and joy that life has brought.

This could not be further from the truth.

One who has created the illusion of hell on earth for his or herself has no idea what lies for them when their journey in this physical realm ceases.

In death they will find that all the
demons that lay locked inside their closet are more real than ever, and they will experience the madness they created with their time on earth in full view with absolutely no where to run.

That is the true hell.

Being locked in a room with no doors or windows. Curled up in the fetal position with no air to breathe, no light, no hope and no way out. Forever and ever.

I for one have been through hell and back on many occasions.

Why? 



So I don’t have to face it, when I go home. I hope to clear all the skeletons in my closet before my journey transitions to the next stage.

To anyone out there who believe they are in a living hell and is thinking of ending their life. May I remind you, if you don’t face your demons now in this world.

You will have to live with them forever in the next.

Life

Life

as I know and understand and feel is one continuos psychedelic experience. The whole time it is a constant battle between the truth and my ego.

During times of peace and joy I am grateful that the higher beings above give me rest but they are preparing me for something a lot bigger.

My intuition tells me I am in training for something gigantic that will take place in the near future, and these entities are constantly grinding me to improve myself in preparation.

What is to come I don’t know. But it will be soon and the fear is always present that I will fall crumble and fade.

But I will dream the impossible dream and take that leap into the fire, for on the other side just might be a healing bed of feathers

Gods name in vein

Growing up I was forced as a child to adopt Catholicism as my spirituality and use their teachings as the foundation for my belief systems.

I do not blame anyone in particular for this constraint of consciousness especially at such an important age. I do not hold any grudges that i did before to religion.

I just believe now that society’s pressures force people to accept a certain system of faith to take some weight of their shoulders.

It is completely natural.

I have always searched for a “Devine being” my whole life to give me a sense direction, purpose and safety.

Never to have made contact with these entities or God for that matter. As a troubled teen, I would often be sucked in to my own negativity, spiraling downwards in life and expressing my anger and uncertainty onto my parents, authority figures and religious systems.

Having now experienced contact with what I believe to be as higher beings. I am able to learn from past mistakes and decipher why certain behavior patterns has lead me to pain and suffering as a child up till even now.

One of the harsh realities I had to face with my ego was the lack of respect I have shown in my past, to my peers, friends, family and even God and Devine entities.

Respects true value is underestimated by most. It is crucial as a human to hold the up most respect to all living beings human and non human alike. I will explain why.

Negativity and positivity lingers through your actions. Good and evil lives on side by side through out existence. And respect must be given to both. Why I say that.

Attraction to good things (the light) are to me determined by your positivity, Pureness of heart and humbleness in your words.

Attraction to bad things (the dark) are determined by your negativity, weakness in spirit, fear in being, snake like characteristics and carelessness with your words.

And this cannot be proven 100% but the truth to me is everyone has a dark side. Everyone has it in them to bad mouth even the people who mean the most to them. And that is what attracts obstacles in life. Physically, mentally and spiritually.

The ego is always finding excuses to not face the truth of self. It doesn’t want to be reminded of ones own flaws and faults. So we push the blame or the attention onto others.

Whether what we are pointing about others true or false. If we are shedding negativity on them just to feed our ego we will ALWAYS get burned.

Even if it is a who we are hating upon. It will still burn us.

No matter how much truth one might know. Putting something or someone down for the pleasure of ego, will back fire.

It disconnects further from our own truth and brings us closer to dark entities and or their anger. It will affect our lives.

Throughout events of my life. I have realized all the good that has come my way had been cut shot due to my big mouth and ego. I would talk so much smack about it to show off my new found strength. And I would just end up loosing momentum and spiraling into negativity. When you find something good never show off even your intentions are to share this goodness. You will offend the mysterious and positive energy and it will leave you to rot. I will always remind myself o stay humble on every good thing I know.

Respect must be given right from the get go. You must give your upmost respect to all who share this earth, universe, dimension and existence.

Humans, animal, plants, religious institutions, passions. whatever it is that holds some sort of value to others must be treated with respect good or bad. Unless it is affecting you negatively and is stopping you from being the best you can be in everyday life it you should not make it your business to spread negativity towards it.

Respect of ones self is just as important. One must never force themselves to do anything just to benefit the ego. One must listen to his or her heart and body. Pushing it will result in disaster as I have know way to well.

And goodness must be reserved with patience and humbleness.

Know what you really want in life. Your heart, your body, your soul. And never ever do anything solely for your ego.

There are forces whether we choose to believe it or not that co exist with us. And they influence the events of our lives greatly. We can be wreck less and watch them punish us to no end. Or we can give them the respect they command and let them guide us towards our destiny and help us achieve being the best our infinite potential lets us to be.

Thanks for reading stay humble.

Silent Darkness.

Take my hand, lets get out of this shit!. Forget all the attachments, all the shackles you have put on yourself for all these years! all your bitching and whining just come with me.

Listen..

You know i am just coming down from doing 3 grams of psycho active mushrooms in complete and utter silent blackness. More black than the other end of a donkeys mouth, more dark then the deepest caves in africa.. and i have survived THANK FUCK.

and not only did i survive, i survive with the knowledge of fruit that has been so kindly served so on a platter to me and YES i want to share it with all of you.

What i have learnt throughout this journey, and yes even though it has been only 5 hours it is nothing short of a fucking journey.

My mind has taken beating after beating and still came out in one piece. I have faced demons i always knew existed but was too scared to see. I was able to confront them face to face and see what they truly are.

NOTHING.. so….

While the wounds are still fresh i must write about this magic i have literally been part of.

throughout all the hours spent watching videos, reading blogs, admiring heroes i have never met. i realized the only way i can get my own self closer to who i want to be is to take that step and just be.

Yes that simple step of dissolving all the ego and becoming that person you really desired to be for all these years.

and i am kidding when i say that step is simple. it is definitely anything BUT SIMPLE. IT IS MORE LIKE THE HARDEST THE MOTHERFUCKER BITCH STEP TO TAKE. But u just gotta close one eye and jump. You will always get back up

and no i don’t have riches, or fame, or a 10 inch cock but i have my complete and utter honesty. And i am content. And i trust in that honesty. and it gives me so much power.

So here it goes.

POSITIVE THINKING. yes everyone says that shit all the fucking time.

“U just gotta think positive”…

and in the back of your head your just thinking fuckkk. if only it was that simple.

Well heres the other thing that doesn’t get mentioned. Drop your fucking ego. No it doesn’t matter how much you’ve been through, how much you want to fucking prove yourself to the world. IT DOESNT MATTER.

NO ONE BUT YOURSELF. owes you to be happy. YOU are already every sense of the word happy. But your stupid ego and pride says other wise. And you believe that bitch ass nigga. So you fantasize of things you don’t have because u believe it will make you happy. When you already fucking have everything you need to be happy. That shit is just dirt on ya fucking windscreen which you have to wipe off.

Another thing that doesn’t help your quest to be jesus. SOCIAL EXPECTATIONS

yes you heard me. FUCK IT. i am weirdest motherfucker i know, and i love it.

I don’t have to act a certain way or dress or talk i just am who i am. Because i believe i am loving enough for people to want to be with me! and so are you.

So yup next time you feel inclined to smile for people when you don’t feel like it, just whip out your dick and tell em suck it. Because you get the same results. even better.

Be who you are no matter. and love every moment.

I miss all my boys back in singapore, dearly, i miss My bobby , my french bro who i haven’t seen in so long. i miss my cousins all of you i love you. Angel, mama the kids and i want you to know that no matter how far i am, ill always be here.

peace.

Pieces to the Puzzle

This is a short but in depth account of my last psylocybin mushroom trip.

I have decided not to share my personal reflections with this trip, just an account of my feelings, thoughts and emotions during the trip as well as my the visuals and graphics of it.

Before i get into the crazy details of my trip that i am coming down from as i speak, i will explain a little bit about myself and how i have came to this point in time, writing about a mushroom trip.

The place where i live, a species of psycho active fungi thrive during the winter periods.

as seen above this patches of fungi are found literally everywhere here.

I have experimented a lot with natural herbs and psychedelics. Even though i am still a beginner in some sense of the word. i feel i am far more knowledgeable than most who take psychedelics recreationally.

I definitely do not condone encourage or respect people who use these mind altering tools for the soul purpose of getting ‘high’ or getting fucked up.

if you are one of those individuals who use the sacred plants and fungi for that soul reason of having fun then you are a fucking idiot and should read this post before your next trip.

So here we go, my crazy fucking trip. the picture below accurately describes it visually.

Without going into detail of how i came across being in possession of psychedelics and which individuals i was with at the time of consumption i shall start from the very beginning after ingestion of the fungi.

 

We had made our offerings to the sacred herb, we had respected its presents and are well aware of it power. We expressed our goals for this trip and we munched them down.

We made our way full of nervousness and excitement to the location where we had planned our trip. It was a golf course approximately one kilometer from my home in inner suburbia.

It has been awhile since i tripped but i was still confident i would not loose my mind as i did in my first trip in which i did  around 10 grams dry. And for any of you who don’t know how much 10 grams dry is for your first time. IT IS AN ABSOLUTE FUCK LOAD RIDICULOUS AMOUNT.

Anyways my confidence was up, i realize i have a certain mental toughness that allows me to always believe that i have control in any situation i end up in. This helps from time to time yet it can prove itself self destructive.

Half way to the golf course and i start to feel its affects. It came on visually at first. Color was very intense and everyday objects start to catch my curiosity.

My excitement was building. as we crossed a few bridges i realize my perception of time was disappearing. As usual a common effect of mind altering drugs i was totally confident and fine.

The sun had gone down as we arrived on the course. Thats where it hit me like a ton of bricks. Reality started warping all around. My sense of time and space totally went out the window i became the me in ‘the now’ as i call it.

There is no past or future when your on psychedelics. there is only now.

And now i became an adventurer and explorer. The gold course became unknown land that had to be claimed by my curiosity. It felt like i was on another planet. Gravity, temperature and climate was all warped. It didn’t feel anything earthly. Trees turn into million of single eyes staring upon me.

I feel the feminine warmth of mother nature upon me. And it is healing and re assuring.

So as I sat there trying to perceive what the mushrooms have in store for me i decide to leave my party and adventure solo for a while.

I walk on to the green and was left with my euphoric sense of belief. Everything was lovely. I felt truly magical in a sense. and until now i still believe in its magic.

The connectedness and oneness experienced on a mushroom trip is extraordinary. All the boundaries of normal society are gone. You do not feel the need to ‘fit in’ anymore with any social limitations that you have put on yourself over the years.

You realize how meaningless the ego is. How meaningless social standardizing is. How meaningless most of the things annoying you is. It becomes all an illusion and in that time i had true clarity of what i wanted to be in my life.

To put it short, i want to be the light.

The light in peoples lives. I will go into that further later in the summary but i will continue with the trip report.

After i ventured out by lonesome i found a nice comfy spot on a hill to reflect. To understand the meaning being one. How i can use this information to be helpful to everyone. To guide them to the truth. the honest path.

At the same time my ego completely takes a beating because a lot of the people I love don’t see me for my potential or my connection with spirituality.

The thing with mushrooms the first couple hours of tripping to me at least. are always mesmerizing, clear and positive.

If your lucky it will stay that way till the very end, if not you are in for a challenge. And thats all what a bad trip is. A challenge with the flaws of your character. and for me this trip was.

An incident with one of the people i was with challenged my ego and brought out the worst of it. Even if it was provoked my ego slipped and took control again for the rest of the night, which lead to tears.

But the great thing about doing mushrooms with someone you truly love is being able to see the flaws and work on them when you come back down to earth, which is exactly what i am doing now.

After this trip i have realized two main important things.

1. All the fear and insecurities that we have is just an illusions. A strong one though. But still an illusion. We are all one, everything and everyone. Life might have a time limit. But YOU DONT. Enjoy every second and help people as much as possible. We are all in it together.

2. I have a huge fucking ego and a serious patience problems with people i love. I expect too much from everyone and focus my energy on doubting things too much.

So this is pretty much all that I’m willing to share with the public on this journey. till the next one. thanks for reading and please share.

Biography

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Biography.

Shrooming in Bali

This is my detailed account for the last Psilocybin (magic mushroom) trip me and my girlfriend had in the mountains of Ubud, Bali.

Before i begin let me describe Bali in general 

Bali is an amazing country. The land, the history, the culture is absolutely fascinating. From the beautiful sceneries to scooter filled streets, the tropical climate gives you exotic vibes that hit you from the moment you step off the plane. Kuta, where we stayed the first night is one of the tourist hotspots, the beach there is gorgeous, vast, clean and mystical.

Up in Ubud where we put up for the rest of our stay, it is more remote and isolated. The most amazing views I’ve seen in my life was from our hotel villa. Of the mountains and clouds.

Besides Bali’s deep spiritual roots like most of south east asia, many of the people have been stained. Blinded by greed and material wealth they have to seem to forget the beautiful gift they have been given by nature. Instead they pursue the material life and everything is driven by money, this irritated me. But still the innocence was there.

Mushrooms is literally everywhere in Kuta, you can buy them fresh, mixed into drinks and even omelets. This is surprising as weed is highly illegal in Bali. The first day in Kuta we stocked up for the whole trip.

One bag of mushrooms (fresh) roughly 7 dollars. in total we bought eight servings.

For me all psychedelics. Mushrooms, Acid, DMT and even weed are essential for spiritual growth and to gain the ability to perceive life in its true form. A lot of people will disagree because drugs have been perceived into such taboo, people that openly consume such herbs even if they are natural are shunned and avoided immediately. It is not just frustrating but deeply saddening as well. The real fact i have found is that society is the one drug everyone has been on, and we have been fed so many lies the truth has been buried inside us by fear, anger and hatred.

When you are under such powerful psychedelics all levels of social conditioning are broken down, the ego gets under attack and you face your true self with no way back. Many people abuse these drugs and have given it such bad credit. These sacred plants are not to be used for pleasure or fun but for understanding of the spirit and guidance.

Psychedelics break you away from mainstream opinion, thats why it is illegal in almost all western and eastern countries. The government and giant cope rations don’t want you to think for yourself and question. They like the people to be suppressed and under their control.

Psychedelics connect you with something greater than what you have been taught, whats a better teacher than mother nature herself.

The following story is as detailed as i can recall. Please Enjoy

It was just past two on a sunday afternoon, after trekking through the mountains up to the temple we were exhausted and came back to villa for a swim. We waited for the right time to consume the sacred plant, the last meal we had was four hours prior and we had been fasting since. It is always good to fast before shrooming, hits you harder and for longer.

I got out the remaining three packets from the mini bar and brought them down to the pool side to have them with drinks. It was a very anxious wait for me as this was the most I’ve taken in awhile. The most i had taken in my life was around 8 grams (dry) which if you ask anyone who knows shrooms, is ridiculous. This time we had around 3 grams each fresh. The view in Ubud as i mentioned before is absolutely magnificent. There wasn’t a more perfect setting to have a trip.

So down they went, food for the soul. For me all natural drugs hit me fast, 30 minutes in and i get a tingling sensation in my chest. All my anxiety for whats about to happen brew negative thoughts in my mind. Is this too much? Will I have a bad trip? Is it going to work? all these negative thoughts are a natural by product of consuming any illegal substance. It is society imprinting their insecurities through you. I remind myself that i am in search of higher understanding of myself and i give my whole self completely over to the mushroom. It calms me down and then it hits me.

I close my eyes and geometric patterns like computer screen savers full of color and light appear. I open them and the sun light leaves sparkles over my girlfriends body, she is dancing in the pool and the water was calling out to me. The sensation of the water soaking through my feet feel as if energy was washing through and cleansing me, i sit by the pool side and stare at the mountains. The forest canopy forms a re occurring pattern that comes to life and speaks to me, the papaya tree by the pool turn into out of this world creatures observing my every move. My feelings become vivid and euphoric, full of warmth and depth beyond comprehension. I sit by the pool side for the next hour, jumping in and out of the pool. staring into the water felt like another world was waiting for me underneath to greet me and welcome me. I jump in with hesitation each time feeling as though i went through a porthole into another dimension.

After the an hour of exploring the new world i have found in our villa pool i decided to fill a bath, the tub in the villa is huge easily fitting three adults. The sensations and visuals get stronger and stronger. It was as if i was fully conscious in a dream. It was so intense i couldn’t control my amazement every moment. As soon as i thought i had a grip of things it hits me again. It was as if reality was a video game that i was playing for the first time and It was the best ever video game. The bath fills up with steaming hot water, I jump in and the water doesn’t burn but dances on my skin, i feel its warmth and love soaking in me. My girlfriend joins me. It is full of bubbles on the surface. I bring my eye level to the water level and i was on the moon. It was literally another planet. With bubbles. I stay in the tub in absolute ecstasy with my girl for at least 90 minutes. After we got out the bodily sensations were at its peak and now it was time for me to travel into my emotions.

The dreams I’ve been having about the people I love appear, like as if they came out of the dream and were next to me. My emotions were so intense and strong i started crying realizing how much i miss them and miss Australia. The tears kept flowing and flowing. I jump on the bed with my girlfriend as she holds me.

I realize how much she means to me and how i am so afraid of leaving her for home, I cry and cry. We both cry, We both realize the truth in our hearts. The people whom i love the most is not in the same place i love and yearn to be. I cry and cry, i bury my head in her chest, it feels as if I’m going through inside her body to her heart and i can feel the pain we carry. It keeps coming and doesn’t stop. An hour passes, i try to concentrate back on nature, the beautiful mountain range and the jungle canopy. The birds and the trees all in harmony presenting themselves to me. I go outside, i hold her. We sit by the pool. The tears flow again all of the people i miss come to me. The thing that breaks me down on the inside was of Australia. All my waiting and yearning to be back hits me at once. It was the only place i could think of.

This goes on for the next hour, until a monkey from the trees catches my eyes, its beauty, awareness and curiosity intrigued me till no end, i go in get a banana and try to pass it to him, it runs off into the branches. I go back to the warm embrace of my girlfriend. We put a Graham Hancock interview on. One of my heroes and role models. His voice is calming and we both get tranquilized by his knowledge, i felt more connected to him at that moment than i do to some people I’ve lived with. It hits me, the words. The beauty and truth of it. The determination to question every ounce of existence. All i feel is love. I want to share it. Im coming down but it is great. I go on Facebook and post a status inspired by him.

“I don’t care what piece of land you were born in, the color of your skin who you want to love. I don’t care what you choose to be or how you want to live your life. I don’t care. I accept you for you and all you’ll ever be.”

We are coming down and it is beautiful, everything slows down and is in HD. It is as if we adjusted the color of the sun setting over the forest to a deep pinkish red glow it was amazing. We stare out into the horizon in awe of it open arms. Warmth fills us. We order room service and stare out to the sunset. We will never forget.

I hope to share this adventure with you in the hope you do explore the limits of this experience we call life, it doesn’t matter how you do it, whether with the help of psycho active plants or not. Life is too short to not question and explore. The only place where our questions can be answered is inside ourselves. Tearing down the walls must be done in order to get the truth, while we are living in society the walls are dense and hard. With the help of mushrooms in my experience those walls disappear. Literally.

The lone rider

Oh merciless sun where has he gone!

He has set off on journeys to paintings beyond.

Oh respectful home, a wife and child to approve!

A love with no lines while his hearts on the move.

Oh torturous dessert, kill him you must!

The soul with wings, nourishes inside with trust.

Oh four legged friend, bore him till death !

No tongues on our hearts, our barriers have left.

Oh murderous creatures, a meal to consume!

A mind with no fear, a body in full bloom.

Oh ticking clock, nature must take it’s course!

Nor living nor dead, just one man and his horse.

 

 

 

God will know his own

Have you felt it. In the air, in the moment, inside you.

I have search for God my whole life, now there is no more need.

In the midst of destruction i see myself more clearly than ever before. The scars I have inflicted speak no lies, only of melodies played with the tears i have saved for you. I have contemplated taking my life on many occasions.

Most of the time its when the one i possess the most fails to reciprocate my affection. That was long forgotten with my maturation into love. True love. The love that does not cease when it is shared with the universe. Perhaps writing from the heart has given me insights to grave depths of human truth i have always feared before.

it is in no mans logic where my soul flourishes, where i truly feel apart of the universe. Rational thinking has led me to live in this illusion, there is nothing rational about love therefore my sole existence has to be imagined. Created from hope, guilt and trust.

The perfect answers are in the questions itself. Have you ever made a wish so hard that it felt true before you’ve figured whether it could even be real? That is my life. No answers, but happy I asked.

I have deciphered a lot of codes during this process, The codes of human desire and emotion. Love is a word tossed around a lot, majority of people to this date don’t understand the true meaning.

Love is.

It just is. That is the simplest definition i can think of. If you aren’t able to understand this, that you don’t understand love at all.

Truth is the easiest form of love, and till my body rots slowly and painfully. Truth is what will be risen from my ashes. In this moment i do not fear any torture, i do not fear any suffering. So scare me.

Death is a celebration in my eyes, my graduation of this physical dimension. The reality I live in is a dream for most, the reality you live in is the nightmare i share with the darkness.

Love is most prominent when one has obtained freedom, true clarity of mind. Not shackled down with control. I have never trusted a man who is so sure of the future. The future has to stay a mystery in order for us to grow together, as one. How can anyone learn to truly love what is already loved. There is no balance.

For me hate and love is of the same tree. You cannot have one without the other. You cannot truly love without being able to truly hate. That being said if i have never hated you i have never loved you enough.

We are the star dust offspring of this universe. We all share the same consciousness. Split up into a million different particles.

Welcome death, and only then you will live.

Shall we cross paths on this highway of sharing. My message for you stays eternal.

Love is all that is, and ever will be.